I've been bitten.

by what, you ask? The jealous bug.

Now, the folks that KNOW me - know that I do have a few jealous bones in my body when it comes to relationships and such.

This bone is different.

This bone is more envious than jealous. Yes, there IS a difference.


I want to expound on what I'm feeling...but I'm not sure if anyone would understand.

Just know it all started with a picture of 2 bracelets from Tiffany & Co.

even princesses have off days...

and for some reason, today is mine.

By nature, I am a moody person and admittedly can be difficult to deal with because of said moods. But this has less to do with my whimsical mood swings and more to do with questioning “What’s the point?” I don’t even know why I’m bothering to blog about this b/c it’ll only be fodder for the next episode of “lets-attack-Jai-just-because.” But whatever…I’m human and entitled to feel however I want (even if it’s not necessarily wanted).

I dunno…I just feel that I am doing the absolute most for NO reason. Maybe it has more to do with the fact that I lack as much patience as I’d like to have OR I’m sick of running into the same walls. No matter what the cause, color me annoyed, frustrated, upset, unmotivated, bored, helpless and make it two rounds of ‘all the above’ cuz it’s just not a good one for me.

No further comment…

things I've learned/ randomness

It’s been a while since I’ve posted a random list of things that’s been on my mind. Usually after a sequence of events (all possibly unrelated), I feel the need to write them down. Maybe I’ll reference them later, maybe I won’t. Anyway…

-Never say never. I’m guilty of this but am just now realizing that there are some things that I “am” willing to put up with or accept that I have said in the past I wouldn’t.

-Compromise really is a two way street that eventually dead ends: your way or their way. Either or, someone’s gonna end up bitter.

-If someone is constantly calling someone in their (love) life crazy, more than likely, THEY are the one that’s a little off.

-It’s usually always ‘something’ if they have to stress that it’s nothing.

-Liars still make me sick.

-Excuses are nothing more than a way to buy time.

-It never pays to be the fall back.

-When you say it’s time to let go, do it and mean it. There’s a guy I know….nevermind.

-I’m over some people and things; some shit should be left in the imagination/fantasy world.