1. A sense of entitlement about the amount of material things you think you deserve in life, especially when it's too much, much more than you need to be safe & comfortable.
2. The phone numbers of people that never, EVER call or text you first and often don't respond when you contact them first.
3. Facebook friendships with people you don't really know, don't care about, and post ridiculous things that make you roll your eyes.
4. Subscriptions to magazines that make you feel ugly, fat, poor and unstylish.
5. Resentment for your friends who are in happy relationships because part of you feels like them having love somehow means there is less hope out there for you.
6. People who constantly make weird comments about superficial things that make you feel really self - conscious.
7. Shame over the amount of debt you are living with.
8. Family members who make you feel terrible about yourself, who contribute nothing to your life, and whose only connection to you at this point is genetics.
9. Memories of the time that you label " the best time of your life", which makes you consciously feel as though everything else you do won't compare or will just be part of an overall downward slope.
10. Subscriptions to online stores that you can't afford, and which send you TONS of emails & texts about sales you should NOT be spending money on.
11. Junk food that you know you're going to binge eat if you keep them in your house.
and the one that SHOULD have been #1, but I saved the best for last....
12. Love for people who will NEVER love you back, no matter how much energy you devote to caring about them & wondering what they're doing at this very moment.
yes.
