If you understand this, you deserve a cookie

Ever get that feeling that you may be over-thinking certain things? Where you put one and one together and come up with a conclusion that, at the time, seems so reasonable it had to be true? The next day you would remember what you had concluded and thought “Im an idiot for thinking that.”This represents an example of the cliche “too smart for your own good.” As a one veers deep into thought, one loses oneself in it. Conclusions would be clouded with poor judgment, in spiraling downward deeper into oneself, one plus one may equal three and it would make sense. Without hesitation, you will come to believe one plus one equals three, and from then on, everything that you may add up differs from what is actual, and it would still make sense because one plus one equals three.Everyone has a dark side within them regardless of how you uphold yourself in front of family, friends, or even yourself. In a situation where you do not feel right in, an obvious answer would be to ask. But what if that becomes inconclusive? what then?

In an effort to try to make sense of a situation that seems so unsatisfactory, you would put one and one together to create three in efforts to avoid the obvious answer, leading to a bigger problem, avoiding the big picture.The big picture has many faces. All with its own unique characteristics that creates a different picture without them. One can conclude that one plus one equals three, but only if another plus one comes before or in between that. Without an extra one, three will not exist.To create a non-obvious answer, one would, somewhere along the lines, add another one within the equation to create a different answer. But what if they added too much ones? Another answer would arise resulting in further discourse.By the time a conclusion has been agreed upon by oneself, too many plus ones and minus ones have occurred. One mistake stacked on top of another creates a conclusion far beyond comprehension of others because it does not resemble fact, but more of fiction. Until you regain full consciousness, you would forget about the equation and take the discoursed conclusion as fact.

Have I lost you yet?

I dont expect anyone to purely understand this, but this is exactly how confusing my mind is right now.I know what their goal is, but is there an underlying reason for sugar-coating everything? Do they think Im stupid or am I just over-thinking things again? Could it be truth or could they have hidden motives?…..ugh